So. I have been having a shitty couple of weeks. Things have been really tough and stressful. I am trying to not let it get the best of me but it has. I feel so down and I have been sitting here being a debby downer all day. School is right around the corner and I am no where near emotionally ready to go. And I feel like my eating habits are crazy. Some days I eat to much others I don’t eat enough and I really can’t find the balance. And I just feel like…
"Fuck. Nothing is going the way I planned." And then I’m like… "Well damn then. whats the point?"
Then all of a sudden my mother decides to take me clothes shopping a week ahead of time. I don’t know about you guys but I have to mentally prepare myself before going shopping. I have had too many emotional break downs in the fitting room.
So now I’m freaking out. And my mother is just staring at me saying “it’s either now or never” **side note (why don’t parents understand? things aren’t like how they used to be back in “the day”) anyways…
So we go to the mall and I see the skinny jeans I usually buy. Nothing spectacular except the fact that the freaking price of the jeans doubled since last year (am I the only one aware that we are in a recession??) I see the size I got last year (size 17) and I pick them up and I start thinking “is it me or did the jeans get smaller???” So now my heart starts racing. I start looking for a size 19. NONE! And now I’m thinking my life is over. All because they wanted to make big girl jeans smaller. I went to try the size 17’s on and…. they were too big. So now I have a huge grin on my face and I’m so happy that I went down a size!! Im in the fitting room dancing and singing “oh yeah oh yeah” But it gets better people. I try on the 15’s and to an outstanding, amazing, astonishing surprise they were also too big. So guess what? I left the store with 3 pairs of pants…. size 13.
I am on an emotional high right now… and I don’t ever want to come down
If I can do it, so can you. Stay Positive People