August 2011
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So. I have been having a shitty couple of weeks. Things have been really tough and stressful. I am trying to not let it get the best of me but it has. I feel so down and I have been sitting here being a debby downer all day. School is right around the corner and I am no where near emotionally ready to go. And I feel like my eating habits are crazy. Some days I eat to much others I don’t eat...
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It beginning to be real hard to stay motivated in these last days of summer. College is just around the corner I only have 1 week and 2 days left!!! And lately I have been slacking… BIG time. But the good news is that I have only been slacking off mostly of exercising, I’ve been eating moderately healthy still, and I’m here to tell you all that I have still manage to lose...
breathlessweight asked: Hey I just found your tumblr and read your weightloss success and wanted to know if you are on any meds for pcos?
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Perseverance Goes A Long Way...
My niece spent the night tonight. She’s only ten years old and she was trying to work out with me to the Insanity work out DVDs. She couldn’t do a lot of it but she tried. When it was over I asked her why did she want to work out and she said “Because I want to be fit and healthy just like auntie.”
**sigh** what a sweet heart. The truth is, Auntie is FAR from healthy and...
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I meant to tell all you guys a long time ago about my weigh in on Aug. 2nd. Now I know what your thinking… “what about your measurements?” and I would love to tell you guys, honestly. But I have no clue where I put the freaking measuring tape!! I had it a month and a half ago and now…. GONE.
Any ways I weighed myself on the second and I was **drum roll** 209.2 lbs!!!! I...
“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. Idk. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on? Idk the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don’t want any more...